I'm having trouble with these playing all the way through, so if it stalls just move the little counter pointer thingy ahead a bit and it should continue on into the rest of the video. The possessed giraffe has sound, while the walking highlights do not, so don't think you might be having computer trouble, it's just the video.
Enjoy!!!!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Fun in the sand!
We have one day left here in Miami and it's Tia Patricia's birthday. We seriously don't want to leave, especially with the insanity it was to get down here, but we've been thankful for the couple of days of getting away from all that is Indiana, the law practice and bioterrorism and pandemic flu preparendess.
We must come again, and soon.
Here are some photos from playing in the sand yesterday before the storms hit.
Hope everyone has a great day!!!!
La. Sra.
Friday, July 20, 2007
Bienvenido a Miami
Only 22 hours late and a whole lot tired and hungry, we have arrived, literally, not figuratively.
Enjoy these couple of photos. I do have video up to google of walking highlights but it's not being too kind tonight or I'm just way too damn tired after spending most of the wee hours of the morning trying to catch sleep in Atlanta without much of anything soft to act as a pillow for the makesift bed we created with two rows of seats joined by a row of footrests.
Next time, I'm serious, I'm driving.
Long story, more tomorrow, maybe :)
La. Sra.!
Enjoy these couple of photos. I do have video up to google of walking highlights but it's not being too kind tonight or I'm just way too damn tired after spending most of the wee hours of the morning trying to catch sleep in Atlanta without much of anything soft to act as a pillow for the makesift bed we created with two rows of seats joined by a row of footrests.
Next time, I'm serious, I'm driving.
Long story, more tomorrow, maybe :)
La. Sra.!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Mental Puking Vol. II
I've decided that I'm done, on a whole, of putting up with being treated like shit by people who claim to be my friends.
I have one in particular, who I'm just now finding after 9 years has done nothing but be nice to me only because she knew that I would do anything for her. But now when things hit a bump and I cannot help her in exactly the way she demands she becomes spiteful and hateful saying things only to hurt people in order to make them feel bad and apologize so she can continue to get her way.
I love being able to help my friends but when it comes out that I've basically been used for 9 years and that she's only grateful when things are good and given to her exactly the way she wants I don't take kindly to that.
I have another, who sadly lost it one night and owes herself a huge apology for the way she portrayed herself to others. I can at least say that she wasn't just my friend to use me and I'm still a bit sad about us not speaking but when she creates and environment where people who have never met her leave her presence having no respect for her and that's only being around her for a couple of hours I don't need to deal with an attitude like that on top of everything else that I have to deal with. Nor do I need to show my daughter that it is OK for adults to throw 2-year-old style temper tantrums with throwing suitcases against walls, stomping around and slamming doors of a home, whether or not you own that property you're abusing at the time. Her spirit deserves an apology.
I hope that someday she can get to the root of whatever caused her to show a complete lack of self-respect and have people who've never met her describing her in ways I won't even put on here because they are that brutal because she has a lot to offer everyone if she'd just let Jesus fix that which is hurting so deeply.
The first person I refer to in this blog showed how little she really knows me after 9 years by a text message she sent me trying to cut deep enough that I guess she'd expect me to come grovelling back.
I will admit, up until college I really went through life with almost no close friends. I always got along better with adults than people my own age, and that still rings true. I always relied on myself and Christ.
As I've grown in my faith I have found that if you really do have a good relationship with Jesus then you can honestly say that you can live without pretty much anyone. Now, granted, no parent ever wants to bury their child, so I can say I'd rather bury my husband than Elena if I had to decide, as I think most mothers would. But other than that choice if I have to be all alone in order to be in a right relationship with Jesus then I'd do it in a heartbeat.
She obviously doesn't know that because she tries to strike close enough to my heart by hurtful comments about losing her friendship and ad hominim attacks and it doesn't have its intended effect. I could tell the other day when she sent one of her last text messages that I was definately in the Spirit because other time when I hadn't been a comment or two of hers cut deeply, but this last time my spirit just got a whisper of 'She doesn't know you, does she?' with the added comfort that comes with the surrounding of the Holy Spirit. It is, unfortunately, a feeling I do not allow myself to have often enough.
Can I get a ' I hate my humanity' witness here in the house?????
There is no reason to surround yourself with people who treat you like shit - and do not build you up in Jesus. This, however, is different than having people in your social circle who do love you but are not at the same level of faith as yourself. I've been doing that for a long time. Hell, my marriage is a perfect example of this. Even those who are not Christian can still add flavor to your life if they are the right types of people and you should never forsake those friendships unless they bring you down or there are mitigating circumstances that make that relationship unhealthy.
If I really want to look back at the truest friends I've ever had that I lost I'd say the only one on that list is Rich. I've kinda lost Myla only because she moved to Texas and has this thing against computers and using her cell phone. But I still have Sheryl and Paul and in reality, that's all I really need, and even then if they were to go the hole in my spirit would be bigger than the one left by Rich's death but I would still go on. Only then would I really feel truly alone in terms of human kindred spirits. And to me, that doesn't seem like a bad place to be in - but I also can't wrap up my maturity in Jesus completely in those friendships, either, or when I do lose them to death I will stagnate worse than I am now after losing Rich.
There is that difference between a friend and a kindred spirit. Friends come and go, it hurts to a degree when the time to end a friendship comes but when you look at it if it doesn't involve a kindred spirit then the ability to move past it is unmeasurably easier than to lose someone who's closer to you and knows you better than your husband, than any other human on the face of the earth - only a step below the Holy Spirit at times. And usually that kindred spirit is a voice of the Holy Spirit and when you have that you learn the true value of the different kinds of friends.
I was accused at one point by Pastor Asshole II (btw Pastor Asshole I has been removed from the church and it happened around the same time as Jerry Falwell's death and when I heard the news I couldn't decide for which I was happier for - Jerry being scorched to almost nothing on the other side of eternity in the purificaiton fires or Pastor Asshole I being removed by the church, it really was a toss-up) of being a loner of sorts. I smiled smugly and he didn't take too kindly to that.
Sorry, when you've been through what I've been through in my life you learn that the only thing you need is the love of Jesus and a right relationship to him and humans really become nothing of huge importance to you except for when the Spirit tells you to make someone a priority in your life. I'd rather be alone with no or few humans around to talk to and be in a right relationship to Jesus. How many people can understand that? Not many.
It was also when he said that I knew the resurgence of the minion of Hell that's been chasing me for at least 5 years was immediately present in my presence and I knew where I needed to be in Jesus to make it through that hour of revelation of where the Pastors Assholes stood in their relationship with Jesus. Eh, I came through that fire unscathed and the demon was left without it's prize. Is. 54. No truer words ever spoken about my life. And some still ring true more than others today. (from biblegateway.com):
14 In righteousness you will be established: Tyranny will be far from you; you will have nothing to fear. Terror will be far removed; it will not come near you.
15 If anyone does attack you, it will not be my doing; whoever attacks you will surrender to you.
16 "See, it is I who created the blacksmith who fans the coals into flame and forges a weapon fit for its work. And it is I who have created the destroyer to work havoc;
17 no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the LORD.
There is a good thing about that kindredship with others, you know when they rebuke you in love. If they tell you you're being an asshole you know they do it in love, no matter how harshly they say it. Even others who are not as kindred can give that revelation from the Holy Spirit, but you must be in a good relationship with Jesus in order to know when that rubke is out of love and not out of hurting just to hurt.
You also have to be a big enough person to recognize then when you've been an ass and not be too proud to say so. There are always two sides to a story and if even handling it with grace you can screw up at points. And then there are times where even handling it with grace there is still nothing you can do because the other person is not in a place in their maturity with Jesus to have a loving rebuke mean anything other than you're trying to be hurtful and they won't understand where it came from nor will they recognize their faults in the situation until that right relationship with Jesus happens.
If we can claim the grace of Jesus then we can claim the wretchedness of our humanity in the same stretch. Part of me just wants to say, can't we all act like the adults most of us are?!!!!???? But, the other part of me realizes that if there is no strong tie to Jesus then you can't expect that of anyone and continue to love them in their imperfections and await for the sonufabitch moment when the reality of their wretched humanity becomes clearer and truer than anything else they've ever known.
I remember that moment. It will scare the living shit out of you to realize the horribleness of yourself away from Jesus. The repentence and prostration before Jesus in that moment is so great, but the redemption in that revelation is so amazing that you will never look at life and yourself the same again. It also gives you a new perspective on what you did over the many years, and in that moment, you must remain in the Spirit as it is great fodder for Satan to stick his claws in and twist into control of the misery that he can create. But in the misery that is looking at yourself the way Jesus sees you away from Himself comes that redemption and freedom that you know who you are away from Jesus and you work harder not to be there ever again.
You treat people a little diffently. You look at actions based on right relationship with Jesus or are they not there yet. And in that you're more patient with people, but you put up with less shit as well. You know the truth behind the value of a kindredness with another human and you do separate yourself from more people, but, your level of forgiveness and patience with people to get to that moment with Jesus is 1000x-fold and open arms await those who make the trip back after the revelation.
You can't expect people to act in a mature way about their relationships, nor perfect. Everyone reverts back to their humanity at times. Even Sheryl in all her amazing gifts for being in the spirit has reverted to her humanity and it has caused a rift between us, but, even with that the Spirit healed both sides and we're closer than before. But that only has happened because of being in a right relationship with Jesus. It wouldn't have happened had we not been. There's no hard feelings, no mention of the things that happened because you know that Jesus has dealt with it.
I wish more of that could happen between more people in my past, but I doubt it. Those with real, true, understanding of what it means to be a Christian and in a relationship with Jesus are so few and far between you might only meet a handful in our 80-100 years on the Earth. How many can say that would be enough for them?
I can't tell you how many times my conversations, typically after 10 p.m., with Sheryl begin 'I hate my humanity!'. I don't even say hello, I don't say who it is and what do I get? I get that gruff smoker's laugh that lifts my spirit as the collaboration of one who's had that revelation and understand exactly what I mean. I'm smiling even now as I think of the countless calls. Thank Jesus for those people in my life. I must run up my phone bill more often.
OK, so I know my last few paragraphs were a little jumbled, but like I said, it's called mental puking for a reason.
I'm having trouble with the new beta version of draft.blogger.com so I'll try and get video up sooner than later, but it may have to wait until I get some time in Miami.
Love to all - I feel better now :)
La. Sra.
I have one in particular, who I'm just now finding after 9 years has done nothing but be nice to me only because she knew that I would do anything for her. But now when things hit a bump and I cannot help her in exactly the way she demands she becomes spiteful and hateful saying things only to hurt people in order to make them feel bad and apologize so she can continue to get her way.
I love being able to help my friends but when it comes out that I've basically been used for 9 years and that she's only grateful when things are good and given to her exactly the way she wants I don't take kindly to that.
I have another, who sadly lost it one night and owes herself a huge apology for the way she portrayed herself to others. I can at least say that she wasn't just my friend to use me and I'm still a bit sad about us not speaking but when she creates and environment where people who have never met her leave her presence having no respect for her and that's only being around her for a couple of hours I don't need to deal with an attitude like that on top of everything else that I have to deal with. Nor do I need to show my daughter that it is OK for adults to throw 2-year-old style temper tantrums with throwing suitcases against walls, stomping around and slamming doors of a home, whether or not you own that property you're abusing at the time. Her spirit deserves an apology.
I hope that someday she can get to the root of whatever caused her to show a complete lack of self-respect and have people who've never met her describing her in ways I won't even put on here because they are that brutal because she has a lot to offer everyone if she'd just let Jesus fix that which is hurting so deeply.
The first person I refer to in this blog showed how little she really knows me after 9 years by a text message she sent me trying to cut deep enough that I guess she'd expect me to come grovelling back.
I will admit, up until college I really went through life with almost no close friends. I always got along better with adults than people my own age, and that still rings true. I always relied on myself and Christ.
As I've grown in my faith I have found that if you really do have a good relationship with Jesus then you can honestly say that you can live without pretty much anyone. Now, granted, no parent ever wants to bury their child, so I can say I'd rather bury my husband than Elena if I had to decide, as I think most mothers would. But other than that choice if I have to be all alone in order to be in a right relationship with Jesus then I'd do it in a heartbeat.
She obviously doesn't know that because she tries to strike close enough to my heart by hurtful comments about losing her friendship and ad hominim attacks and it doesn't have its intended effect. I could tell the other day when she sent one of her last text messages that I was definately in the Spirit because other time when I hadn't been a comment or two of hers cut deeply, but this last time my spirit just got a whisper of 'She doesn't know you, does she?' with the added comfort that comes with the surrounding of the Holy Spirit. It is, unfortunately, a feeling I do not allow myself to have often enough.
Can I get a ' I hate my humanity' witness here in the house?????
There is no reason to surround yourself with people who treat you like shit - and do not build you up in Jesus. This, however, is different than having people in your social circle who do love you but are not at the same level of faith as yourself. I've been doing that for a long time. Hell, my marriage is a perfect example of this. Even those who are not Christian can still add flavor to your life if they are the right types of people and you should never forsake those friendships unless they bring you down or there are mitigating circumstances that make that relationship unhealthy.
If I really want to look back at the truest friends I've ever had that I lost I'd say the only one on that list is Rich. I've kinda lost Myla only because she moved to Texas and has this thing against computers and using her cell phone. But I still have Sheryl and Paul and in reality, that's all I really need, and even then if they were to go the hole in my spirit would be bigger than the one left by Rich's death but I would still go on. Only then would I really feel truly alone in terms of human kindred spirits. And to me, that doesn't seem like a bad place to be in - but I also can't wrap up my maturity in Jesus completely in those friendships, either, or when I do lose them to death I will stagnate worse than I am now after losing Rich.
There is that difference between a friend and a kindred spirit. Friends come and go, it hurts to a degree when the time to end a friendship comes but when you look at it if it doesn't involve a kindred spirit then the ability to move past it is unmeasurably easier than to lose someone who's closer to you and knows you better than your husband, than any other human on the face of the earth - only a step below the Holy Spirit at times. And usually that kindred spirit is a voice of the Holy Spirit and when you have that you learn the true value of the different kinds of friends.
I was accused at one point by Pastor Asshole II (btw Pastor Asshole I has been removed from the church and it happened around the same time as Jerry Falwell's death and when I heard the news I couldn't decide for which I was happier for - Jerry being scorched to almost nothing on the other side of eternity in the purificaiton fires or Pastor Asshole I being removed by the church, it really was a toss-up) of being a loner of sorts. I smiled smugly and he didn't take too kindly to that.
Sorry, when you've been through what I've been through in my life you learn that the only thing you need is the love of Jesus and a right relationship to him and humans really become nothing of huge importance to you except for when the Spirit tells you to make someone a priority in your life. I'd rather be alone with no or few humans around to talk to and be in a right relationship to Jesus. How many people can understand that? Not many.
It was also when he said that I knew the resurgence of the minion of Hell that's been chasing me for at least 5 years was immediately present in my presence and I knew where I needed to be in Jesus to make it through that hour of revelation of where the Pastors Assholes stood in their relationship with Jesus. Eh, I came through that fire unscathed and the demon was left without it's prize. Is. 54. No truer words ever spoken about my life. And some still ring true more than others today. (from biblegateway.com):
14 In righteousness you will be established: Tyranny will be far from you; you will have nothing to fear. Terror will be far removed; it will not come near you.
15 If anyone does attack you, it will not be my doing; whoever attacks you will surrender to you.
16 "See, it is I who created the blacksmith who fans the coals into flame and forges a weapon fit for its work. And it is I who have created the destroyer to work havoc;
17 no weapon forged against you will prevail, and you will refute every tongue that accuses you. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and this is their vindication from me," declares the LORD.
There is a good thing about that kindredship with others, you know when they rebuke you in love. If they tell you you're being an asshole you know they do it in love, no matter how harshly they say it. Even others who are not as kindred can give that revelation from the Holy Spirit, but you must be in a good relationship with Jesus in order to know when that rubke is out of love and not out of hurting just to hurt.
You also have to be a big enough person to recognize then when you've been an ass and not be too proud to say so. There are always two sides to a story and if even handling it with grace you can screw up at points. And then there are times where even handling it with grace there is still nothing you can do because the other person is not in a place in their maturity with Jesus to have a loving rebuke mean anything other than you're trying to be hurtful and they won't understand where it came from nor will they recognize their faults in the situation until that right relationship with Jesus happens.
If we can claim the grace of Jesus then we can claim the wretchedness of our humanity in the same stretch. Part of me just wants to say, can't we all act like the adults most of us are?!!!!???? But, the other part of me realizes that if there is no strong tie to Jesus then you can't expect that of anyone and continue to love them in their imperfections and await for the sonufabitch moment when the reality of their wretched humanity becomes clearer and truer than anything else they've ever known.
I remember that moment. It will scare the living shit out of you to realize the horribleness of yourself away from Jesus. The repentence and prostration before Jesus in that moment is so great, but the redemption in that revelation is so amazing that you will never look at life and yourself the same again. It also gives you a new perspective on what you did over the many years, and in that moment, you must remain in the Spirit as it is great fodder for Satan to stick his claws in and twist into control of the misery that he can create. But in the misery that is looking at yourself the way Jesus sees you away from Himself comes that redemption and freedom that you know who you are away from Jesus and you work harder not to be there ever again.
You treat people a little diffently. You look at actions based on right relationship with Jesus or are they not there yet. And in that you're more patient with people, but you put up with less shit as well. You know the truth behind the value of a kindredness with another human and you do separate yourself from more people, but, your level of forgiveness and patience with people to get to that moment with Jesus is 1000x-fold and open arms await those who make the trip back after the revelation.
You can't expect people to act in a mature way about their relationships, nor perfect. Everyone reverts back to their humanity at times. Even Sheryl in all her amazing gifts for being in the spirit has reverted to her humanity and it has caused a rift between us, but, even with that the Spirit healed both sides and we're closer than before. But that only has happened because of being in a right relationship with Jesus. It wouldn't have happened had we not been. There's no hard feelings, no mention of the things that happened because you know that Jesus has dealt with it.
I wish more of that could happen between more people in my past, but I doubt it. Those with real, true, understanding of what it means to be a Christian and in a relationship with Jesus are so few and far between you might only meet a handful in our 80-100 years on the Earth. How many can say that would be enough for them?
I can't tell you how many times my conversations, typically after 10 p.m., with Sheryl begin 'I hate my humanity!'. I don't even say hello, I don't say who it is and what do I get? I get that gruff smoker's laugh that lifts my spirit as the collaboration of one who's had that revelation and understand exactly what I mean. I'm smiling even now as I think of the countless calls. Thank Jesus for those people in my life. I must run up my phone bill more often.
OK, so I know my last few paragraphs were a little jumbled, but like I said, it's called mental puking for a reason.
I'm having trouble with the new beta version of draft.blogger.com so I'll try and get video up sooner than later, but it may have to wait until I get some time in Miami.
Love to all - I feel better now :)
La. Sra.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Mental Puking Vol. I
This was posted last night to Blurty and MySpace, my apologies for not getting it on here last night.
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I just spent 30 minutes doing this on MySpace only to have it hiccup and I've lost it. So now I'm a bit pissed off, but, I'll go ahead and re-type this anyway.
So - for starters, I'm going to ask forgiveness ahead of time for the insanity of the next few postings. They will be a bit discombobulated as my mind tries to work through things. Try to follow along. I think having a drink in your system might make following it a bit better.
I'm going to start the world of mental puking with the good stuff. Not the juicy shit that will be in the next few posts, but, the really amazing things going on in my life. I've focused a bit too much on the negative lately and I've nearly gotten to the breaking point more than once, but when I step back and look, there really are a lot of good things going on and I need to say so.
First of all, I love our new church. I remember at my wedding my best friend asked the name of the lady who sang during the service (her name is Janet). She told me Janet really had the Spirit of the Lord upon her and the family was blessed and protected in many ways because of their relationship with her and the family. My friend told me to stay near her because of that. I have not forgotten those words so when I was looking seriously for a new church that came back to me and I went with Elena and we've not left.
I feel very safe there. Even if I don't quite agree with 100 percent of everything I don't feel that saying I'm not sure about it would be recieved with hatred as it has been in the past. I don't sense that my child would be in danger of being mistreated inorder to get to me here and that is my number one concern. I really truly feel safe there and many people look at me wierd when I say that, but you know, when you can forsee your child having people mistreat them to get a parent to leave a church you make that a top concern.
Speaking of Elena, we've taken our first few steps just last week and she is walking quite a bit more now. We'll get her to do about 10-15 steps tops at a time, but she's cute walking but still thinks crawling is the fastest and less painful way to reach her destination. I'm sure she'll be running here in the next few weeks after the cats, but, I'm hoping to get a little bit of video of her walking up on the blogspot blog here in the next week or so. Don't miss!!!
In addition, at the end of church service, Janet sings as people mix and mingle and leave. Elena has this great activity of making a B-line for the front of the church after service and lets Janet pick her up and Janet hands her the microphone. Last Sunday Elena could be heard humming the song under Janet's voice.
I was talking to one of the ladys after that and she said that Elena is destined to be a musician and/or an evangelist. I typically would have brushed that comment off, but this church is very much in the Spirit and into prophetic revelation and something about that comment just struck a bit too deep to ignore and brush off. It was as if many of the things I had been thinking made a bit more sense. Those are words I intend to keep with me for a while and see what happens. There is just something about the spirit behind what she said that still strikes me even talking about it.
I have signed up for a class given by the church on the book of Acts. It will start at the end of August. The church is working on getting full accreditation to be a Bible college so they can confer degrees and titles upon people but I'm really just hoping for some in-depth discussion. I feel like my brain has done not a lot since graduation and things within the year after and I'm excited at the idea of giving it a workout again. I went to the ND bookstore Sunday and just got somewhat depressed that I can't find decent graduate classes to take. I know I can do Univ. of St. Louis online or drive to and from Western Michigan if I can get in and really study what I want, but I'm still torn between the job and the family.
Speaking of the job - I have been told we will still have jobs through next year. That eases me a bit, but, every year at this time it gets pretty tense especially since we don't have grant guidance on what items we need to have met next year and were told today we won't get it until Oct. 31 at the earliest bc the feds are restructuring how they are managing and disbursing the monies to the locals. Only time will tell.
So I'm hoping if I get into this class I will be able to not feel so weak-minded. I have no one around me to have deep philosophical discussions with and I just feel like my mind has wasted a bit since losing those around me with which I had deep discussions. I know I should call Sheryl more often but she has a lot on her plate as do I and I only call her anymore when I'm really in a situation where I desperately need good solid advice and guidance on how to get through something the way Christ wants.
Only time will tell. I hope to have some good news on that front here soon.
The new car is still awesome! I love my Acadia. It actually makes 800 miles a week exciting. I am also going to definately sign up to continue the XM radio service. It completely kicks ass, except in the sports category, and worth every one of the 13 bucks a month.
With all the good comes the pick pick picking of evil and today I got picked on again and I could tell I was in the Spirit from the way my immediate reaction was to one of the backstabs. It's a great thing, the peace of Jesus. I just wish I could get there more often.
I shall produce volume II later.
La. Sra.
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I just spent 30 minutes doing this on MySpace only to have it hiccup and I've lost it. So now I'm a bit pissed off, but, I'll go ahead and re-type this anyway.
So - for starters, I'm going to ask forgiveness ahead of time for the insanity of the next few postings. They will be a bit discombobulated as my mind tries to work through things. Try to follow along. I think having a drink in your system might make following it a bit better.
I'm going to start the world of mental puking with the good stuff. Not the juicy shit that will be in the next few posts, but, the really amazing things going on in my life. I've focused a bit too much on the negative lately and I've nearly gotten to the breaking point more than once, but when I step back and look, there really are a lot of good things going on and I need to say so.
First of all, I love our new church. I remember at my wedding my best friend asked the name of the lady who sang during the service (her name is Janet). She told me Janet really had the Spirit of the Lord upon her and the family was blessed and protected in many ways because of their relationship with her and the family. My friend told me to stay near her because of that. I have not forgotten those words so when I was looking seriously for a new church that came back to me and I went with Elena and we've not left.
I feel very safe there. Even if I don't quite agree with 100 percent of everything I don't feel that saying I'm not sure about it would be recieved with hatred as it has been in the past. I don't sense that my child would be in danger of being mistreated inorder to get to me here and that is my number one concern. I really truly feel safe there and many people look at me wierd when I say that, but you know, when you can forsee your child having people mistreat them to get a parent to leave a church you make that a top concern.
Speaking of Elena, we've taken our first few steps just last week and she is walking quite a bit more now. We'll get her to do about 10-15 steps tops at a time, but she's cute walking but still thinks crawling is the fastest and less painful way to reach her destination. I'm sure she'll be running here in the next few weeks after the cats, but, I'm hoping to get a little bit of video of her walking up on the blogspot blog here in the next week or so. Don't miss!!!
In addition, at the end of church service, Janet sings as people mix and mingle and leave. Elena has this great activity of making a B-line for the front of the church after service and lets Janet pick her up and Janet hands her the microphone. Last Sunday Elena could be heard humming the song under Janet's voice.
I was talking to one of the ladys after that and she said that Elena is destined to be a musician and/or an evangelist. I typically would have brushed that comment off, but this church is very much in the Spirit and into prophetic revelation and something about that comment just struck a bit too deep to ignore and brush off. It was as if many of the things I had been thinking made a bit more sense. Those are words I intend to keep with me for a while and see what happens. There is just something about the spirit behind what she said that still strikes me even talking about it.
I have signed up for a class given by the church on the book of Acts. It will start at the end of August. The church is working on getting full accreditation to be a Bible college so they can confer degrees and titles upon people but I'm really just hoping for some in-depth discussion. I feel like my brain has done not a lot since graduation and things within the year after and I'm excited at the idea of giving it a workout again. I went to the ND bookstore Sunday and just got somewhat depressed that I can't find decent graduate classes to take. I know I can do Univ. of St. Louis online or drive to and from Western Michigan if I can get in and really study what I want, but I'm still torn between the job and the family.
Speaking of the job - I have been told we will still have jobs through next year. That eases me a bit, but, every year at this time it gets pretty tense especially since we don't have grant guidance on what items we need to have met next year and were told today we won't get it until Oct. 31 at the earliest bc the feds are restructuring how they are managing and disbursing the monies to the locals. Only time will tell.
So I'm hoping if I get into this class I will be able to not feel so weak-minded. I have no one around me to have deep philosophical discussions with and I just feel like my mind has wasted a bit since losing those around me with which I had deep discussions. I know I should call Sheryl more often but she has a lot on her plate as do I and I only call her anymore when I'm really in a situation where I desperately need good solid advice and guidance on how to get through something the way Christ wants.
Only time will tell. I hope to have some good news on that front here soon.
The new car is still awesome! I love my Acadia. It actually makes 800 miles a week exciting. I am also going to definately sign up to continue the XM radio service. It completely kicks ass, except in the sports category, and worth every one of the 13 bucks a month.
With all the good comes the pick pick picking of evil and today I got picked on again and I could tell I was in the Spirit from the way my immediate reaction was to one of the backstabs. It's a great thing, the peace of Jesus. I just wish I could get there more often.
I shall produce volume II later.
La. Sra.
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